keep tryin` - live, smile, love, sleep, sing
[2009-09-17]

Recently, it feels like whenever I feel good about something, it just turns horribly wrong the next moment.

I feel like breaking down and just let loose all of these accumulated nonsense in me. But I don't want to fall and just crash like that. I just need to distance myself away from this helplessness. Seriously, it is becoming really hard to go on when I am losing the ability to express myself.

And now, I also have an additional problem. A big disappearance of $250.

I am financially and emotionally deprived.

Would you please just come and sit beside me?

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