trembles, and sleep in water.
[2009-04-12]

It's already 5pm on a Sunday afternoon. Work? Barrh I don't know what to call it. But I am not done.

I just woke up from a nap. I had a dream of me running up and down, eventually getting myself to climb up a slope with a rope. I did not reach the top in the end. Time ran out. I was left hanging and the "tired" me in the dream let go. Though I know it is quite impossible that I can climb up a slope with a rope but that's not the point. I did not the task complete on time. Is this what's gonna happen to me now? This is nonsensical and unacceptable.

I woke up feeling physical tired and drained. Only one word came to my mind: "Old". Somehow, listening choir songs at this time helps. You just don't need to care and let the songs do their thing - An existence of energy that's infectious and empowering.

Goosh. I am so needing a shoulder massage.

Oh yes. I HATE Macbook keyboard.

I want to go to a flower garden. I want to have a happy ice cream day. I want to go out and play badminton. I want to go shopping.

Shall we?

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