I just want to be a bloody idiot for tonight.
"GO think again"?
How many times have I thought of it as I stare at my handphone/laptop? How many times have it hit me that I am probably never gonna know what happened until I go up and ask. How many times have I heard the question like "Still hanging in there?"
It's not numbers that I want to hear because they meant nothing. But it's that need to be even bothered about it, rathering than doing it several million times.
Redundant? Weird? Think too much?
Taking it the wrong way?
Why do I bother? Was it a mistake at the start? I seriously don't think it was.
I don't wish to bother to share anymore because I am that bloody idiot that I am.
Everything will just go on, just that my life has locked down its security classifications.