my sayangs...
[2009-01-18]

I hate the words "I" and "Home".

Why is it always about "I... and I ...." from you? Why isn't there "You...? You... ?". Why do you do what you do? Do you know what that means? I'm getting tired.

I hate it when the family is not supportive. I hate. I know you all have to worry about jobs/money/so on. But that doesn't give you people the rights to decide that my UNHAPPY FACE is because of you people. When Henry is naturally stressed/tired, it's just that emotionless and black face. And naturally being stressed and tired, I won't be in much of a good mood. So the least you people could have done is just ask.

Seriously, is asking such a mission impossible?

If I don't wish to answer, then wait. Have patience!

Why are people not having patience! WHY!!!

If you don't wish to spare that little patience, then there's nothing I can do right? I'm sorry but I always think that loved ones should try to understand more than anyone else.

Am I that demanding for you to handle? Seriously?!

I'm really really tired. I never thought I would have to say these so explicitly but here goes:

My loved ones, please love me too... somehow a little more like a human.

I need sleep.

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