Why does one bother to please the rest?
The rest may not understand and it may not be right for one to step in. And seriously, at the end of the day, the result might probably be the same if one doesn't even bother. Please don't place yourself above others, it sucks too.
I have lost the point of doing some things. Right now, the situation aren't what some of you may guess it to be. I don't have a place/person to reside my mind. I am only seeking to do what I can and do them right. I once thought I have a possible place/person to reside under their shelter. But I was only to find out that I'm seeing the imagery of what my heart wants me to see.
Illusions? Too extreme a word to describe this feeling. More of a place with dim lights. You do see something but it's not really what you think you see.
It sucks. I want to switch on the lights, and do what I can to hold and be held.
Give me a word to go on, I'm tired.
| henry` needs his sleep to be exact. |